I love to get out of the house and do things around town. I get so depressed when I am home all the time. I love getting out with my daughter and having fun, doing activities and running errands. I know that a lot of moms don't like to be out and about. I on the other hand love to have projects and to get them done, it helps me see that I am accomplishing things and progressing in life. Although sometimes I can get so caught up in what I need to do that I forget to do the simplest things. I made lunch ran to the library got books for my daughter, and ran to the grocery store. I also had to pick up my new glasses before dropping my daughter at my moms so that could go help my brother move. All this time I forgot to check my daughters diaper to make sure she didn't need a change. I got so wrapped up in what needed to be done I forgot the most important thing which was to check to make she was okay first. I felt so bad. As I left my moms house, I got a phone call from my mom saying her bum was really red, I was like oh no. So later when I picked her up and went to get my husband, she was already saying how much her bum hurt. I again felt so bad, we came home and I put baby powder on her bum, which is the only thing that really helps her bum. The baby powder helped but it was a rough night for her. I felt like I was the worst mom in the world it was all my fault I was ready to bury my head in a pillow and just cry. When my sweet husband, told me we all make mistakes, its to help us remember what's most important and to try and be better every day. He also told me that her pee was probably extra acidic which would of also contributed to it as well. The important thing is that we fixed it and she is doing much better now. I just need to be better in the future, it helps to remind myself that everyone makes mistakes and that we all have moments like this one. I am deffinatly taking this time to learn from my mistakes so that I can be better tomorrow. I cant go back and changed what happened, but I can make sure it doesn't happen in the future.
I was able to turn the day around with the new recipe I have found in my natural eating cook book that I have. We made peach salsa which was really good and my daughter actually ate some of it which is way more than she normally dose so that is a huge blessing.
Until next time have a great day.